calm down

does life every really calm down? as i get older i keep waiting for things to plateau, for there to be less drama in my world- personally, professionally, financially- but the drama factor just keeps increasing.

maybe drama is the wrong word. chaos, too, has a negative connotation. it's not always bad, though. sometimes i have too much social life, too many people i love around, too much happiness! more times than not, however, it is some great deal of upheaval causing my head and heart to ache.